Revision for Assignment #1

A Note for Myself

YOU, give a pause to your busy life and please listen carefully. The past seventeen years of your life, which is both long and short, comprises many experiences. You underwent hardships, accomplishments and bittersweet incidents. Among those, you may not want to remember the painful past and efface it from your memory. Nonetheless, there is one important story to be remembered –a single shard of your past, yet the most essential lesson that will endure throughout your life. It’s not a long story, short and simple.

   YOU used to be an introspective, timid little boy. Loved by your parents, grandparents and other adults, you learned how to grow up as a “nice” and “polite” kid. The Korean culture enforced you to become the ideal child who never talks back, stays calm and speaks softly. Of course, this isn’t totally bad – no reason to hate a “good boy.” Actually, there had been no problems about this, just until you transferred to a school in Bundang at age ten.

   A new school meant more than a simple change in address. You had to make new friends, meet new teachers and furthermore, start a new life – totally unrelated to the one before. Here, personality mattered a lot, since kids had no background knowledge about you. Too polite and calm, kids found took you as an outcast. You weren’t fit to be a part of the bustling, lively pack of wild fifth graders.

  And detachment between you and your classmates reached its apogee during the soccer competition. Luckily, being one of the tallest boys, you were selected as a player to represent your class. The team was led by a boy named Dong-Jae, an athletic and influential figure in school. You tried your best – yet the game didn’t end until the final whistle of the extended period. Thus, you had to face the penalty shoot-out. All three kickers before you scored goals, thus making it a tie. Now, it became your turn, as the teacher, the referee, placed the ball on the kicking spot. You took a deep breath. But fear dominated you. Timid and afraid, you couldn’t concentrate. Your eyes trembled, hands shackled and legs ached when you realized the whole school boys were concentrating at your very moves. And as you had feared, you miss the goal. Immediately, kids blamed you, more than severely. They made you a fool, a dolt and an idiot. Suddenly, you became the subject of the greatest animosity.

   YOU! You should’ve known how to express your anger, despair and frustration about the unjust treatments. You shouldn’t have stayed there dumbfounded and speechless. After the matched was over and several weeks passed, kids still teased you for your mistake. You should have made it clear, “everyone can make mistakes!” Also, you could have bravely opposed against the disparaging comments. But, you did not. Moreover, you slowly seemed to lose confidence, silently concurring to the slanders badgering you and believing that you are, in fact, apprehensible.

   YOU – don’t derive cursory assumptions and misconceptions. You should’ve thought twice before making any more judgments. Since the day of your blunder, you lost all will to play with your friends. During recess and PE class, boys played soccer, giggling and chuckling, but you cringed alone in a shaded corner of the playground. You hastily believed that there was no one to help you. However, there were actually plenty – many of the quiet and reticent ones, those similar to you, tried to talk to you and play together. It was YOU who forced yourself to get tangled into the belief that nobody likes you. Your incomplete consideration made the situation worse.

   YOU; don’t compare yourself with others, especially, your peers. People are different. Dong-jae was an outspoken, out-going type of an individual. Also, he was born to be a talented athlete and a great sprinter. Condemning you for not being able to play soccer as well as he was an inappropriate idea. Know your strengths and weaknesses but don’t overemphasize becoming one of the crowds.

   Therefore, YOU. Have determination and conviction as a period should have. Be yourself. You must be a distinctive person, one who can speak out against unfair teasing and rumors. Think twice, and don’t exaggerate your miseries. To do so, have confidence in yourself. Get your gets, seek for self-esteem. Then, you shall be yourself.

Martian Chronicles Quotation #1

“The smiling mask dropped from his face” (1999 The Earth Men)

     This quote instantly grasped my attention as I delve through The Martian Chronicles, an epitome of influential science fiction writing of the last century. Ray Bradbury, in the earlier part of this chronology, presents the how the Earth people and Martians first interact with each other. Specifically, the chapter 1999, The Earth Men, depicts the “Second Expedition” led by Captain Williams. He and his three men, expect astonishment and significant public commotion as an indication of the Martians’ attention. However, the residents of the red planet actually concerned them as insane men, and the quote above is mentioned as Mr. Xxx executes his “cure” to help the unfortunate earth men.

     The most fundamental theme in this chapter and the next is how people of Earth and Mars misunderstand, assume about and eventually kill each other. For both expeditions, the Second and Third, Earthlings were brutally murdered. Mr. Xxx who assumed that the rocket and even the three crew members were hallucinations, tests his hypothesis by shooting Captain Williams. But since their existence doesn’t vanish, Mr. Xxx himself turns insane because of the great shock. Here, the quote above adequately exemplifies the situation. “Smiling mask” represents the misunderstanding extant between the two races. Once the mask drops from the Martian’s face, he confronts reality, so daunting and impermeable. In other words, this quotation forebodes the upcoming intensity of the change of relationship between the Martians and Earth people, as in the next chapter, in which the Martians conduct premeditated decimation.

     

Assignment #1 - On Childhood Trauma

A Note for Myself 

YOU, give a pause to your busy life and please listen carefully. The past seventeen years of your life, which is both long and rather short, comprises many incidents, events and experiences. You faced hardships, accomplishments and numerous cases that were bittersweet. Through such occurrences, not only you gained age but also became more mature and thoughtful. Nonetheless, there is one important story to be remembered – somewhat painful and irritating. It is a single shard of your past, yet the most essential lesson that will endure throughout your life. It’s not a long story – short and simple.

        YOU: were able to be explained as an introspective, timid kiddo. Loved by your parents, grandparents and other adults, you learned how to grow up as a “nice” and “polite” kid. The Korean culture enforced you to become the ideal child who never talks back, stays calm and speaks softly. Of course, this isn’t totally bad – no reason to hate a “good boy.” Actually, there had been no problems about this, just until you transferred to a school in Bundang at age ten. 

       A new school meant more than a simple change of personal information. You had to make new friends, meet new teachers and furthermore, start a new life – totally unrelated to the one before. Here, personality mattered a lot, since kids had no background knowledge about you. But you remained to be typical “yes man,” and acted as if you were totally afraid others. Kids start to think you were dull and uninteresting.

       And such sentiment reached its climax during the soccer competition. Luckily, being one of the tallest boys, you were selected as a player to represent your class. The team was led by a boy named Dong-Jae, an athletic and influential figure in school. You tried your best – yet the game didn’t end until the final whistle of the extended period. Thus, you had to face the penalty shoot-out. All three kickers before you scored goals, thus making it a tie. Now, it became your turn, as the teacher, the referee, placed the ball on the kicking spot. You took a deep breath. But fear dominated you. Timid and afraid, you couldn’t concentrate. Your eyes trembled, hands shackled and legs ached when you realized the whole school boys were concentrating at your very moves. And as you had feared, you miss the goal. Immediately, kids blamed you, more than severely. They made you a fool, a dolt and an idiot. Suddenly, you became the subject of the greatest animosity.

        YOU! You should’ve known how to express your anger, despair and frustration about the unjust treatments. You shouldn’t have stayed there dumbfounded and speechless. After the matched was over and several weeks passed, kids still teased you for your mistake. You should have made it clear, “everyone can make mistakes!” Also, you could have bravely opposed against the disparaging comments. But, you did not. Moreover, you slowly seemed to lose confidence, silently concurring to the slanders badgering you and believing that you are, in fact, blameworthy.

        YOU – must not “dash” to derive cursory assumptions and misconceptions. You should’ve thought twice before making any more judgments. Since the day of your blunder, you lost all will to play with your friends. During recess and PE class, boys played soccer, giggling and chuckling, but you cringed alone in a shaded corner of the playground. You hastily believed that there was no one to help you. However, there were actually plenty – many of the quiet and reticent ones, those similar to you, tried to talk to you and play together. It was YOU who forced yourself to get tangled into the belief that nobody likes you. Your incomplete consideration made the situation worse.

        
         YOU; don’t compare yourself with others, especially, your peers. People are different. Dong-jae was an outspoken, out-going type of an individual. Also, he was born to be a talented athlete and a great sprinter. Condemning yourself for not being able to play soccer as well as he was an inappropriate idea. Know your strengths and weaknesses but don’t overemphasize becoming one of the crowd.

        Therefore, YOU. Have determination and conviction as a period should have. Be yourself. You must be a distinctive person, one who can speak out against unfair teasing and rumors. Think twice, and don’t exaggerate your miseries. To do so, have confidence in yourself. Get your gets, seek for self-esteem. Then, you shall be yourself.